Went to Costco and passed by buying the chocolate dipped shortbread cookies that my girls were begging for. Also passed on all of the samples.
YAY. Felt proud of that!
Went through the Starbuck's drive thru and ordered a skinny latte when I really wanted to get a white chocolate mocha.
Barista was giving samples of the new mini cookies so we bought three. I gave them to the girls, they did not like them. I DID! and I ate all THREE.
O.K. not the end of the world. Forget about it and drive on.
Got home. groceries put away. lunch for the girls finished. Time to make my lunch. I had grilled chicken for my lunches this week and had fresh spinach that I had just bought to make a yummy salad.
Open the fridge.
Spy the leftover mexicano pizza from hubbys dinner last night.
Plated it. Microwaved it. Ate all five pieces :(
Sitting here trying to figure out what happened and feeling full, tired and heavy. Yuk. I haven't felt like this for a long time.
Through years and years of diet after diet, I waited for something inside of me to "click". You know when you just get that unstoppable strength and drive that you know is going to carry you to your goal. Well, click it finally did and ever since, I have been worried about losing that drive...that one day I will wake up and I will quit.
This is NOT that day!! I am not going to let it be.
pic from google
Bob and I are doing day 4 of the C25K tonight and even though I am going to be dragging from all of the calories that I burdened my body with, I am going to suck it up and go anyway.
I think I have beat myself up enough now. Time to slide off this couch and go outside to plant the beautiful lavendar that I just brought home! :)
Hope your day is treating you well!