Today I went to a baby shower at Red Robin. I was running a little late and by the time I got there all of the chairs were taken and there were only a couple of booth spots left where everyone was sort of crowded together. oh, boy. Where the heck was I going to sit? These are the moments that I cannot WAIT to not have to deal with. I felt so uncomfortable because it can be a tight fit for me in a booth. Some are better than others, but at RR in some of their booths, my tummy touches the table. It just makes me feel really self conscious. Anyways, I sat. I ate(ensanada platter w/one chicken breast). I had fun. :) But, as I was scooting my way out after lunch I thought, you know what? It's ok that I feel uncomfortable. I want to acknowledge this feeling and think about it the next time I am tempted to go back to my old habits(eating too much and not exercising).
Oh, and I jogged/ran tonight!! Just once around the track, but for me that was huge. I could barely breathe when I was done, no kidding, it scared me a little. I did it! Didn't think I could and almost didn't, but I DID! And I am planning on going again on Saturday.
**Thanks to Keelie at REAL FAT for her post today that inspired me to try.**
Hope you all have a great Thursday!
3 comments:
way to go on the jogging. I hadn't check my google reader yet, but I saw you comment on another blog and was coming over to give you some encouragement for the jog...guess I missed it. Congratulations on your NSV
Wooo hooo hooo on your jogging!! That is HUGE! Keep up the good work!
When I had reached goal, I literally started crying at an amusement park...because I could ride ANY ride without worrying about fitting!!!
Thanks Seth and Mary Fran!
MF- I bet that was an awesome feeling! :)
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